With new years come new goals and inspirations, with people making all sorts of resolutions which often come to nothing. That is one reason I've never really bothered making them. If I want to do or change something, it shouldn't wait until some arbitrary change in the calendar. But if that's the kick in the pants that it takes, maybe it's time to go with it.
I remember a year ago, as 2012 was turning to 2013. I had done a lot that year. I had gone and studied in London, where I had dreamed of going since I was a little girl. I graduated college. I moved back to Vermont, which had been planning for years. And I spent the last moments of the year feeling miserable, lost, and confused.
I knew that I needed to change things, and I'm so glad that in 2013 that was able to happen, even if it completely strayed from the path I had originally intended to follow. The proverbial "they" caution you never to say never, so by being so adamant that I would never return to Utah, it's only natural that should be what happened. Of course, falling in love seemed like a pretty good reason to do so, and it has served me well so far. While I miss Vermont and my family and friends there, I ended the year in a much better emotional place than I started it.
Now, I don't know what will happen in 2014 and I don't have grand plans and schemes--I know their tendancy to fall apart too well. What I do know is that I would like to spend it doing more of the things I love, with the people that make me happy.
Happy New Year